Curiosity might kill the cat

Yeah, I know, I'm generally weird. I sometimes think about things normal people won't waste their time on. But seriously, ever had one of those days when you have all those burning questions you want to ask people but are too afraid to ask because they're either rude or intrusive or just downright inappropriate or well, stupid?

Not to be nosy or anything, but I do have a penchant for learning new things and new ideas from people who are very different from me. I love listening to other people's accounts of how it is being "unlike me"... I'm fascinated by the fact that somehow, I can see the world through their eyes... Of course, I'm not talking about wanting to be them or even like them (although honestly, a simple "what if" would sometimes cross my mind or a twinge of envy would hit me for a split second). I just want to know... to simply undertand and learn... So, here's my personal list of stuff I truly want to know about other people but would never ever ask... not in this lifetime!

* How does it feel to be beautiful and have everyone around you admire your beauty? Have you always known that you're beautiful?

* How does it feel to be really really intelligent? Is it true that it's boring? Do you sometimes feel like doing something evil, knowing you can get away with it anyway (just like in the movies)?

* How does it feel to be an unwed or a single mother who's always searching for the right one whom your child can call "Dad"? Do you believe in making it alone or do you think it's a requirement to have a man in your life?

* How does it feel to be a slut? Aren't you ever afraid of contracting a sexually-transmitted disease/infection? Aren't you afraid that no one really respects you anymore because they only see you for the slut that you are and nothing more?

* How does it feel having sex with someone at least twice your age? Doesn't it feel like fucking your own mom/dad?

* How does it feel being a transvestite? Don't you sometimes feel afraid that someone out there would hurt you? Would you say that there's more or less discrimination here in the Philippines than say, the US based on what we sometimes see on TV regarding hate crimes? What can you describe as a manifestation of discrimation here in the Philippines?

* How does it feel being rich? Do you oftentimes think you're actually better than most people because you have more money? Do you think you can live without your wealth without going insane? Do you think you deserve to be this lucky in life?

* How does it feel being a porn star? When did you realize you wanted to be one? Is this something you actually aspire to be at an early age?

* How does it feel to be player? Is it something you desire to be, much like a reputation you simply want to uphold or is it something that just happens? Apart from the sex, what do you seriously gain from it?

* How does it feel being a user? Are you even aware that you're one? How do you esteem someone as usable? Why the fuck are you doing this to other people? Do you feel the slightest remorse when you exploit innocent people?

*How does it feel being a liar? What's so bad about your life that you have to cover things up with fancy stories that aren't even half-true? Do you realize how pathetic it is to lie about the simplest things? Do you understand how disgusting you are for saying all those horrible, horrible lies?

* How does it feel being a BITCH? Is this some sort of lifelong mission to have everyone hate you just because? Are you aware that you're a bitch? How the fuck are you able to sleep at night knowing there are a lot -- and I really mean a lot of people who hate your guts? Do you think that because you're a bitch you're actully better than most people? Assuming you'll have some moment of enlightenment in the future, do you think people should give you a second chance?