What an aaaaaarghhh moment

This would have to be one of the most bizarre weeks of my life because of the following reasons:

1.      I experienced how an earthquake feels from the 27^th floor
2.      I had to get my wounded foot on dirty flood waters just to get home
3.      One of my sisters at work got sick, which meant more work load for us (as of what we already have isn’t enough)
4.      There was some political drama in Makati, which worsened the traffic situation
5.      The political drama resulted to a 12mn to 5am curfew, which meant less time to finish the work load

I wish I could...

        get drunk

        pig out

        sing my lungs out

        sleep in the whole day

        park my ass in front of the PC the whole day

        watch TV the whole day

        go shopping

        play video games

        play billiards

        stare into deep oblivion

        chat with old friends

        hang out in Starbucks

        play with my feline siblings under the sun

        play badminton

        jog until I couldn’t breathe

        logon to Friendster and create slideshows

        do pseudo-artistic stuff

        read books and magazines

Envy

I just realized that I envy those people who always get what they want, regardless of how they get them.

I envy them because I’m not the type of person who’ll always do “whatever it takes” to get something.  Oftentimes, I’m not ambitious enough to step outside my comfort zone to just get out there and grab what I want.  As I’ve said before, I have my moments of shyness and insecurity – unsure of what I can and cannot do, so I just wait for things to happen for me and credit them to “It’s not meant to be” if they never do.

I envy those people who can get away with murder and know it – those people who are bitchy and cocky enough to wallow in the fact that no matter how mean they are, they’d still be the life of the party the next day.  I wonder how those people could live with themselves…  Oh well, if it works for them, so be it… Good for them.  As for me, well, green is so not my color! Hahahaha!  J  

Friday thought

Jelaineism #129:        Sometimes, doing something that doesn’t make sense is the most sensible thing to do.