jeLaineisms 101

> Beauty is so wasted on stupid people.

> Big is beautiful.

> Meeting shallow and stupid men makes me all the more thankful for being lesbian. Hey! I prefer to be with somemone who uses what's between her ears and not what's between his legs!

*** Ey, I'm not bashing men or anything, ok? I said, SHALLOW AND STUPID MEN -- if you got affected by this statement... Hmmm... I wonder why! As the cliche goes, if the shoe fits, wear it! ***

> God never made us perfect so we can appreciate the good things that we have, while our shortcomings and "liabilities" keep us grounded.

> There are 1001 ways to be sexy. Having a sexy bod is just one of them, but it ain't all that!

|BadGirl`Irony| - Overflowing but Dry

I have been dying to write -- like, really write -- for the longish time. I don't know if I have a problem or what, but for me, my current condition isn't good for writing. I work nights... I don't have much time for myself... I'm always tired... My PC at home crashed... Etcetera, etcetera. I'm not sure if these are mere excuses. Maybe I really can't write that's why I haven't been writing. I just can't admit it.

Recently, I've been oozing with thoughts and ideas for articles and stories. But as usual, I can't seem to find time to write. But when I'm talking to my friends, I can't stop talking! If only I could write those words!

Oh God... will I ever write a decent piece of literature in this lifetime?

This is so frustrating.

OUT!

Nope, I'm not throwing a tantrum, nor telling anyone to get the hell out of my blog. OUT! happens to be the new (actually, the ONLY) Filipino TV show on alternative lifestyles. In short, it's the first-ever GLBT show on local free TV.

OUT! is aired on GMA7 every Saturday, 11PM-12MN. The show, which premiered September 4th, is being hosted by JM Cobarrubias, Jigs Mayuga, and Avi Siwa.

To those who are interested to join the OUT! Friendster account, their email address is itsfuntobeout@yahoo.com, while you may also join their Yahoogroup mailing list for forums, events and other info.

HOMOPHOBES, STAY AWAY!!! If you have nothing better to do with your lives, try killing yourself and wish hard that you don't become a cockroach on your next life. Should that happen, pray even harder that you don't get crushed at the Gay and Lesbian Pride March!!! Bwahahahahaha!!!

Behold my future

***Sigh*** I so can't wait for my Christmas bonus to come... I'm so dying the buy this Palm Zire31... ***Sigh***

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Why is it that I'm in the mood to comment on other people's lives or write testimonials for people I don't even hang-out with yet I'm so blank when it comes to writing on my own blog?

Times like these, it makes me all the more eager to buy a PDA-Wireless keyboard combo... I hate how I'm sometimes oozing with thoughts yet I don't even have anything to write on! Grrrrr!!! I so can't wait for Christmas to come...

Ey, don't get me wrong... I ain't in a bad mood...I'm just a little disappointed wth myself, that's all... =)

Wish List 2004

Hellllllerrrr??? This is like what?! My nth Wish List everrrr???

Whatever... I've always believed that having Wish Lists drives us to aspire for higher things. They motivate us to do better in life -- from simple things to the real big stuff.

So, here I go again with my Wish List:

1> PDA - Zire31 loaded with Quick Office and Shopping Manager applications. Shopping Manager will be such great help for me and my wife in managing the household especially our groceru list. I'd also buy a PDA keyboard (hopefully wireless although USB's also fine) so I can write anywhere! No more excuses!!!

2> Portable MP3 Player - At this time, I have my eye on Twinmos'GO2MUSIC. I saw one in Exsite Mobile in Megamall, which only costs Php4500. It has 32MB built-in memory PLUS a 128MB expansion card. iPod is way cooler than that, I know but it's way too expensive for me. After all, I don't really need 10,000 songs! Why spend 15K-24K for iPod if I could have both PDA and MP3 player for the same price (or even cheaper)? :)

3> Fujitsu Lifebook or any notebook- Again, my objective for having a notebook is for me to be able to write whenever, wherever! Especially with the new technology of Wi-Fi being available in different cafes and restaurants here in Manila... it's definitely going to be blog heaven for me!!!

4> 29" Samsung Color TV - I'm not even aiming for a flat screen TV. Why should I? I mean, it's 10K more expensive!!! Saw my dream TV in Abenson at 20K only. Seriously considering taking advantage of their Lay Away Plan next year.

5> Home PC - My wifey and I are actually have this on top of the list. But since I remembered it just now, it's #5 on my list! Heehee! We're so into electronic life management that we seriously can't live without a decent computer for checking mail, paying bills, research, and of course, accessing Friendster and other community sites! Also, I'd definitely be getting a Bluetooth Adapter for free polytones... I have a lot of Midis in my Jurassic PC at home.

6> Microwave!!! - I love cooking... but having such a tight sked, I don't get to cook as often anynmore because of the time I need to thaw meats, fish, etc. Having a microwave would be a lot of help and I'd be able to cook more often again. And of course, watching TV is always more fun with freshly popped popcorn! =)

7> Aircon - I swear, I don't think I can bear another summer of having to sleep during the day (since I work nights) soaked in sweat!!! Plus, we're the only unit in the compound who doesn't have one!!! Waaaaaaa!!!

*** To some people, I'm sure my Wish List is rather pathetic. Some may even have all these stuff already. But if you're a 24-year old, middle-class, young urban professional who moved out of your parents' house when you were 21 -- starting from scratch... trust me, these are the big stuff... ***

Left out

Left out.

This is exactly how I've been feeling since yesterday. Checked out my Friendster acct and found out that a close friend of mine way back in High School was pregnant and has in fact given birth already. I called everyone in our barkada
and guess what... I was the last to know... And yeah, that is, thanks to Friendster.

And oh, of course this happened after I sent an all-out message to one of my bestfriends, who's in Law school and hasn't gotten in touch with me since God-knows-when. She forgot two birthdays, failed to text back a gazillion times and didn't return X million of my calls. Sometimes I wonder if she even remembers me.

Why is this happening to me??? Do these people perceive me as someone too busy to be interested to actively participate in their lives? Or they simply choose not to actively participate in mine?

Today, I just found out that my friend here in the office stopped eating rice in 2000... and guess what... everybody else knows about it... everybody except for me! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHH!!!!